Sunday, May 30, 2010

#4

Funny how it is that one's life can be so different from another. Born from the same earth, the same species, society has evolve us all. What is true to most of us now aren't love and affection no more, its all material stuff and social statuses. This is what i chose to believe.

Enough of that, pointless ongoings of things that are never gonna change. Starting from tomorrow, i will go back to my strict diet and training again. By strict diet, for me that is just clean eating, no sweet stuff no fried stuff no oily stuff and lots of protein. And also i will be following serge nubret program. While following this program I can't go the the gym at night anymore, too much crowd will deem it impossible to get 3o seconds rest between sets which is the core requirements of the routine.

I really hope I can follow it through, waking up early, sleeping early etc. Its time for a change again man, for too long i've been sleeping late and eating anyhow.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

#3

1 more step and i'm debarred for ICT apps. Seriously why the fuck do I have to learn such stuff? Why can't just skip all the way to year 3 topics such as managing sport stuff and personal coaching? Totally not in the mood to study for any shit, especially finance.

week 5 of school is coming and in the flash of an eye's blink, its already a month. Things are moving way too fast. Too fast that I think i'm stuck in the middle of nowhere, like a one way bullet train with only one destination, and i'm lost somewhere on the rails.

Friday, May 7, 2010

#2

Another day gone just like that and it's a friday! While people are partying somewhere else in clubs, i'm working out in the gym. I'm not complaining, I know i probably won't like clubbing, don't like much body contact. Gym gym gym gym gym.. That's about what I do almost every single day! Now i'm wondering if I can take things to a whole new level by using more supplements, NO Xplode is definitely what i'm considering though.

If I have to blog every single day I think all the posts would be just about gym. I should really stop now.

Year 2 is definitely much harder and more complicated than year 1. I seriously doubt I can pass my Business Finance and Excel. The bane of my life, numbers and computer apps. Work hard? Probably not. Not anytime sooner, my timetable is so slack that I don't even want to attend school.

Iron man 2 tomorrow hopefully!

Thursday, May 6, 2010

#1

Too freaking bored so I thought I would try out blogger. Wanted this to be as simple as possible because only words would appear here. Wouldn't really use tumblr to write anymore because now it seems that tumblr is only good for posting random pictures found around other people's tumblr page, would be really weird if a wall of text suddenly appears on another user dashboard.

As usual life is getting very mundane and boring. Boring would be the perfect word to describe it. Everyday is the same. Same shit, different day. Nothing exciting really happens anymore. I've stopped meeting new people, my facebook page stays the same every single day, the songs on my ipod stays the same every single day, i do the same thing every single day, i gym every single day. And everynight i struggled to sleep thinking about all these stuff. Wondering if anything, any changes, anything new will happen the next day or not.

This to me is a satisfactory life, but I want so much more out of it. I'm only 19 this year, and teenage years are supposed to be wild, exciting, meeting new people, doing exciting stuff, but it seems as though its not the life i have. A change would be good, but not too much of a change, maybe meeting a hot and pretty babe who is willing to listen to me everyday would be good lol.